Day 25: Something you're currently worrying about

This seems to be a reoccurring theme in my life lately but I'm so worried for my future. It used to be something that I was so excited for. Like back in high school, I couldn't wait. Probably because everything seemed like it was gonna happen, like I was gonna do something with my life, because people kept saying "you have your whole life ahead of you and you can do what you want with it." But as my future become my present, I realized people lie. They make it seem easy, but its not. And I feel like quitting because this isn't exactly what I expected, and I had plans and goals, and as my deadlines for these goals come closer, I realize I am no where close to completing them...and that worries me so much. It makes me wonder what happened to the little girl with the big ambitions. I'm worried about what my future is going to be like...and I'm worried that it is going to be no where close to what I expected of it. And I think I'm most worried because if these things don't happen then I don't know what to do.