Day 20: Your fears

Something that I fear is the future. I used to not fear it but I guess I've set myself up for the future that I desire that I think I'm afraid that it wont turn out the way I hope for. I have such high expectations for myself that I think I'm afraid of failing, of not being good enough for my future. I'm afraid that I wont become anything but another face in the crowd. That my future self won't be able to handle it. That I'll some how break under pressure and fail. And I fear that if I fail I won't be good enough for anyone or anything. I think that I've tricked myself into believe that I am something special and I'm afraid that if I step into the real world I'll find out that I'm not. I'm afraid of the unknown, the person I'm supposed to become. Who is she going to be? Are people going to like her? Will she be well respected? But I think I'm most afraid of not knowing if she is going to be everything I want her to be. Will I like her?